I heart my life.

I heart my life. i love my life. i like my life.

frens, readers,n myself....how do we show that we love and appreciate life? do we have to do good things everyday? try to collect as many sweet memories as possible? do good onto others? smile always? and the list goes on....i wonder sometimes...how?

i know that i love my life and i heart every single thing about it...the people i meet and are around me...the things that i have, that i learn and so on...is it enough? do we need to prove to others that we love our lives? why is it for then?

i also wonder sometime, why is it hard for some people to appreciate things or people that they have or around them? for god's sake, u r not the only creature in this world...i live here too! dduhh!..if i can appreciate ur existence, then why can't you?

watever.

jaa ne.

Welcoming and Farewell Party @ New Horizon, KB

Salam...last night PPBPI organised a welcoming and farewell dinner party at New Horizon, KB....to welcome new lecturers and language teachers and to bid farewell to language teachers and lecturers who will be going for masters and PhD.

As in my case, the party would be to welcome and to bid farewell to me...unfortunately, i havent'g got any offer for my studies as i have not applied for any universities..i have not dang finish my preliminary proposal....dang! whoo's at fault? ME! thank you.

i'm suppose to leave or at least get an offer before or by December this year....now is end of June...i got 5 more months...by hook or by crook, i have to get all things done by the most....2nd week of July...dang!...i know i can do it..i beleive i can...but...urgh..what do i do?

jaa ne

INTEC

intec...students know singular with s, plural no s..i am flattered and so dang happy...i even literally jumped and clapped, the moment they could explain the rules...

i am not degrading the students or anything that is equal to that, it's just that they are quite weak in english. i didn't get the chance to teach them previously as they are all final semester students..erm to be precise, graduating students. i would like to stress here that they are no stupid bunch of kids....they are smart students...in their respective fields. they scored well in their last exam, some got cgpa of 3.9, 3.7, 3.5 etc...first class students but when it comes to language (english language, to be exact)..they are hopeless. i could see it in their eyes. they come with hope. hope that they would be able to graduate. they are the first batch of UMK students who will be graduating this September... the first ever!
the reasons they are here for INTEC (intensive english course) is because they didn't manage to score Band 3 for their MUET thus they couldn't graduate. in UMK, in order for the students to graduate, they have to score at least band 3 for their MUET. some have sat for this exam for 4 - times, but remained static. so, the english unit is given this responsibility to organise a special engish casses for them and here we are....INTEC..

now, going back to my students....they are weak, no doubt they are...but they have the willingness to learn and they remian in class despite of hte long hours (8.30 - 4.30pm.....)we lecturers are tired too...i could see some improvement in them. they are willing to work hard, well at least are asked and pushed to work hard..ahaks...
i pity these students....why didn't they have this awareness of trying or wanting to improve thier english langauge poficiency? why must it be like this? well at least, now they realize....better late than never, i guess....

i think i'll be posting quite a lot about these kawaaii students of mine...heheh..

jaa ne.

Aina Anta?

Salam..
Sham mixfm. where art thou?uhuhu..i can no longer hear you in mix drive...uhuhu..i want sham! ish!

UMK

Salam..ini adalah entry untuk umk...should i use english @ bahasa melayu?i prefer to use both...ok nanti akan kumasukkn entry psl bahasa ni..skrng nk cter psl umk..

hmm..aku lapor diri di umk pd 19 disember 2010.aku g masuk klas jap then lapor diri..warga di ppbpi(pusat pengajian bahasa dan pembangunan insaniah)...sangat peramah. aku buat sementara duduk di pusat bahasa.sbb xder tmpt lagi..aku xkisah.ok jer..jgn tetiba suruh aku g duduk kt fakulti lain sudah..buleh jgk, kenal2 org, tp apa hal aku nk g ber-setinggan kt umah org lain...hehe..anyway, kt pusat bahasa nie senang..tmpt fotostat kt situ, surau, pantry,print dan sebagainyer..menarik gaks r dari segi kemudahan..aku dudk kt bilik meeting..ramai rupanyer lecturers and guru bahasa yg melepak kt situ..dan ramai gaks yg aku tgk selesa duk situ dari duk bilik masing2..mgkn suasana yg kecoh and gamat tuh yg menyeronokkn manusia2 lain kot. mereka sgt peramah, helpful..samapikan aku baru hari ni cukup sebulan di umk dah rasa mcm aku dh setahun..dasat kan..ahaks...sgt mesra, i feel like i've known them for years..good sign?perhaps..tp ye lh ak xleh wat terlebih peramah...xsumer org suka..kan..ahaks..

umk akan berpindah ke tangok, bachok and jeli.pusat bahasa akan ke tangok.jadi kami semua akn berpindah ke sana juga...dengar2 berkemungkinan tahun nie, dlm bulan julai katanyer akan ke sana..tp xtau lh sempat atau tak..sbb, hujung thn lps, masa lalu kt jeli and tangok,yg ader signboard umk jer..hehe..mungkin tenaga kerja akan bertambah and kerja pembinaan akan menjadi sgt pantas, maka sempatlh kami masuk pertenghan thn nie..cumer aku takut, kontraktor adn pekerja wat keje cincai2..ye r nk cepat siap..uhuhu...takut...xper, insya allah kerja elok, bangunan pun elok..hehe..

wokey then..nk wat keje..

ja ne!

Pengkhianatkah aku?

Salam to all!! wah lama sungguh x menulis di ruangan ku ini.Dah lama hajat di hati nk menulis, apakan daya masa sgt mncemburui saya.ahaks..adakah anda tertanya2 kenapa saya menggunakan bahasa melayu sepenuhnyer? sebenarnye, ader seorg insan ni cakap, kenapa ckp campur2?kalu nk guna melayu, guna je melayu sepenuhnyer. kalu nk ckp bhs inggeris, guna jer bhs inggeris sepenuhnyer. jgn dicampur adukkn bahasa kita...hahah..jd, sy pn setuju lh.

Hm, sy sebenarnyer sekarang sudah beroindah kerja ke tmpt baru..sy skrng dgn rasminya adalah staf UMK ( Universiti Malaysia Kelantan)..ahahha..ramai bertanya kenapa berpindah ke tmpt lain?terasa hati ngn uitm ker?gaduh ngn org uitm ker?kecewa ngn org uitm ker?kecewa ngn sistem uitm ker?nk jadi koordinator dgn cepat ker? sebenarnyer, tidak terlintas langsung di hati ini utk curang otau berpaling tadah dgn uitm. akan tetapi hati n diri ini mahu lebih. mahu yang terbaik utk diri sndiri. sememangnya saya sayang uitm akan tetapi saya sayang diri saya lebih. curangkah saya?pengkhianatkah saya?tidak. pasti tidak!

Kini kusedar, ramai yang menyayangiku. ramia yang menghargaiku. kerja, usahaku selama 2 tahun 5 bln di uitm kelantan bukanlh sia2. alhamdulillah. tersangat dan teramat syukur dengan semua yang berlaku di uitm. jujur kukatakan, tiada kenangan pahit menusuk kalbu sepanjang keberadaan ku di uitm. aku bersyukur, kerana di takdirkan allah untuk bersama uitm sebagai tempat kerjaku yang pertama. pengalaman kerjaku yang pertama adalah sesuatu yg positif. alhamdulillah. skrng, bersama umk...aku dapat menjangkakan sesuatu yg manis akan terjadi, mungkin juga sesuatu yg pahit, tetapi pahit akan menjadi manis kalau dihisap perlahan2.hehe..

Uitm adalah satu organisasi yg sgt besar.ader segelintir insan yg kukenal kagum kerana aku dapat bersama uitm.benarkah?mungkin.rezeki ku disana..dan skrng di sini, umk.dahulunyer, tidak pernah terlintas di minda ku untuk bekerja di kelantan lantas menetap di sini. ini takdir yg ditentukan allah.aku dahulu bersama uitm kelantan, dan sekarang di universiti malaysia kelantan. keberadaan ku disini menjauhkn aku daripada kemungkinan untuk berkhidmat di luar taklukan Dato Bentara Setia Tuan Guru Nik Abdul Aziz Nik Mat.aku mengerti bahawasanya allah inginkan ku berkhidmat menabur budi untuk kedua orang tua ku.mama dan abah. aku senang dan tenang berada bersama keluarga and org tuaku yang tercinta. memang terkadang aku inginkn kepuasan, keseronokan dan sebagianya.namun semua itu dapat dikecapi pada musim cuti. boleh aja aku ke kuala lumpur untuk berseronok.hmm...mungkin juga kelantan akan berubah menjadi negeri yang sangat maju dan punya Starbucks dan juga Sushi King?hehe...aku suka!

baiklah, sampai di sini saja cerita buat kali ini..
nanti akan ku masukkan cerita umk pulak..hehe..

ja ne!(maaf ini bahasa jepun dan sy xleh tukar kpd bhs melayu sbb ini adalh trademark pengakhiran setiap cerita saya...heheh..)

Konvoku berendam air banjir

Salam...mesti sumer dh kecoh2 psl banjir kt kedah n uum sintok..kecoh sampai bg some people dh basi n lapuk dh..lantak r aku nk cter gaks...bknnye aper, i shud hv posted dis entry like few days ago, but due to some constraints(marking exm pprs etc) aku lupakn jap blog nie...

Aku konvo 31okt 2010 kt uum sintok..so, kami berangkt 30 tgh...sampai dlm kul 7 ptg..then mlm ader dinner ngn lecturers n frens kt DarulAman Golf Club,Jitra..then 31 pg dlm kul 1030 brtolak dr alor star to sintok...sampai dlm kul 1145 gtu lh..sbb hujan..then bersiap2 utk konvo n so on...dlm keadaan hujan yg xberenti..mmg lencun gaks r..n hangin gaks sbb few probs..as if pihak yg menguruskn xleh nk mmbuat prsediaan awl utk hujan nie..padahal, kalu dh hujung2 thn nie mmg sah2 akn hujan..xkan xpenah experience hujan kt uum waktu hujung2 thn gini..mcm kurang logik lh..xkisahlh, aku consider as human errors lh..

pastu ok lh..konvo n rasa hepi,xleh nk brgambar kt luar pas konvo sbb hujan..jd sempat ambik gambar dlm 2,3 keping kot dlm dwn..

d nxt day, kazen aku yg kt uum gtau, jln utk ke uum banjir..so, aku suh kakak aku g ambikkn, then kami brgerak pulang...dh naik highway, br aku teringt yg aku xbg borang kuning utk kakak aku ambik transcript aku.jd, aku kena patah blk g uum n redah gaks r banjir tuh..bising gaks r mak aku..tp ye r, bkn aku rancang pn nk suh my sis ambik...dh nk jd...dlm kul 1100++ gerak ke uum dr alr star..sampai dlm kul 1215++..masa otw tuh, bandar changlung dh banjr skit r, tp still bley guna..kami lalu jln blkg lalu dpn MARDI, ikut Bukit Tangga..dh setel anta jubah, ambik transcript,ambik stage photo yg mahal..nk blk dlm kul 1330 lh...malang nasib kami(aku, abg cik n abg iz)..stuck kt changlung for 2 hours!!!..jln sumer dtutup!! kami kena patah blk ke highway kuala perlis,lalu arau,kangar,ayer hitam br masuk alor setar blk..dlm keadaan lapar!!uhuhu..Ya allah..kt highway tuh pnair dh nk melintasi jln..sampai umah my sis dlm kul 1930..dasat sungguh..melantak xhingat sbb lapar...hahaha..

jd, perjlnan pulang ke kb ditangguhkn pd keesokn harinye...x nxt day dlm kul 8pg brtolak blk...hujan dh berenti..alhamdulillah perjlnn clean n clear..ahaks..sampai umah kb dlm kul 2ptg..lega2..tp xlega gaks r duk pk beberapa bundle exm questns yg belum brtanda..uhuhu...

yg pasti konvo nie mmg dasat..org yg konvo hari ke-3, ditangguhkn sampai waktu yg akn dberitahu kemudian...exm kt uum pn tunda sampai pas raya...sian sungguh..mesti kalut org uum...xpe lh, pengalamn yg sgt brharga yg xkn mgkn dpt dtmpt lain,...

Innallah ha ma'assoobirin..

semoga konvo anda berjln dgn lancar, insya allah..

ja ne!