Depresi

nahhh..ini lah depresi jiwa yang sering rakan2 dan senpai2 aku katakan...namun...ko br jer kt sini jem oiii...dh depresi nak balik kampung halaman..haha..

ye, memang benar aku depresi dan insya Allah akan pulang ke kg halaman...esok...yes! esok!..haha...alangkah gumbiranya hati ini...walaupun mengenangkan ribuan ringgit yang habis untuk kenderaan terbang ini..haha..namun, sbb depresi punyer pasal, nak jugak blk..by hook or by crook..i dont care..ngeh2..keras x ayat tuh..hehe..

kehidupan kt sini...agak perlahan dan aku yg mmg suka kerja..suka duk pejabat...n sentiasa sibuk ngn aktiviti...meetings..classes...mcm2 lh aktiviti kt tmpt keje tuh...biler dtg sini..senyap sunyi...sgt pasif...sampaikan aku jd depresi..aku xleh nk fikir ngn tenang..memang sangat down..nak explain  kt orang pn xtau mcm mana ...n xtau kalu org faham ke x..kalu org yg samb blaja mcm aku gaks...n duk oversea gaks...insya Allah akan fahamlh kot perasaan aku ni..

aku skrg duk umah sengsorang..sementara kawan aku samapi yg akn jd housemate and opismate aku..fezah..tp die insya Allah dtg bln nov..jd smentara tunggu dier dtg..aku duk sorang..rumah yg sgt sunyi sepi...pd waktu mlm terutamanya sbb siang hari aku g kampus..jd xlah terasa..jumpa kshida..sembang2 etc..tp biler blk umah...hmmm...n kawasan perumahan kt sini ni..mmg xbising..in fact kalu bising n jiran terganggu siap komplen bagai..xdenyer nak dgr bunyi lesung...sudip bercium ngn kuali...anak2 menjerit..artis dlm telly yg menjerit..anak jirang yg praktis untuk AF..anak2 duk jogathon dlm rumah...bola berdentam dentum luar rumah...memang xder..mmg sgt sunyi..n bagi aku..pasif..xkan lh aku nk tdo kt opis...tp kalu itu yg trpaksa aku buat...mungkin..ahha..tp insya Allah xlah kot..sbb aku dh nk blk esok.. akn dtg insya Allah ngn fezah 17 nov nanti...

so hopefully biler dtg blk nanti..aku akn lebih tenang ...aman..n bahagia..n of course..aku bwk blk books n journals..kena baca weh..kalu x mati aku..hahah...

ok then..ja ne!

Chinese @ Taiwanese ?

Salam,

now now...is he a chinese or a taiwanese? what's the different anyway? they speak the same language except that the accent might be a bit different..but still...he speaks mandarin..hahha...

head over heels? nope..this is some sort of entertainment for me...so that i'll be extrinsically motivated to go to the office..haha..no doubt,,,seeing him or bumped into him would carve a smile on my face and i wonder if it's obvious that he could sense that he is actually in danger..uhuh..poor him..

well, everybody loves RAYMOND :)

ja ne!

Hello ya'll

Salam and hello everyone....

ok, first of all..im in adelaide , australia...im doing my phd in intercultural communication...and im supposed to do some readings...writing a content page for my supervisors which due in 12 days from today. so...

i borrowed few books this morning, from the library obviously, then it rained so i had to stay in the library for few minutes...i didnt bring my umbrella with me and i didnt wanna run....so i stayed..plus, i don think i look nice when running..hahah..then...i walked to my office...at the TE building..it's a cabin anyway...haha..with 10 rooms in it. so kinda big aite. and it has RAYMOND innit..hahah...later i'll talk about him...let this post be about me first...ahaks..

when i reached at my room, i stood in front of my desk..thinking seriously on how should i re-arrange my pc..i didnt really like the original position of it, so i decided to change..and i did..sowee i didnt feel like snapping any picture of it..later i guess, well i'll be here for like...3 years!..so got plenty of time to do so..haha...

then i browsed youtube and checking my fb...dont wanna talk about my fb...i would like to share these 3 amazing songs that i recently started to like...well, not really recently..i know these songs like ages it's just that ...u know sometimes...there are times when we really get hooked up with few songs and it get stuck in your head like...all the time..so...the 3 songs are 1) Tell Him by Celine and Barbara....2) Love on Top by Beyonce...3) Move yourBody by Beyonce...

Tell Him
i am so in love with this song..i mean, how can someone understand you so much that he wrote a song that really speaks your heart...this song is helplessly true and the moment i listen to it, i could feel how much the persona really loved that guy and really afraid that he wouldnt respond to her feelings...

Love on Top
hahah....im so in love with this song too...ahha..very cathcy..if i have a boyfriend...or husband (Please Allah, send him to me...now?hehe,insya Allah)...i would definitely ask him to listen to this song...which represents how i feel at that time...sweet rite..haha...

Move your Body
now, i recommended my personal fitness instructor...kak hae to listen to this song..good for a workout and it is meant for teenagers to workout...it has like...7@8 steps in the song..

i dont wanna review much on the songs..as i think there are no words would be able to precisely describe my feelings towards these 3 songs. u just gotta listen to it...

that's all i guess...

ja ne!