Konvoku berendam air banjir

Salam...mesti sumer dh kecoh2 psl banjir kt kedah n uum sintok..kecoh sampai bg some people dh basi n lapuk dh..lantak r aku nk cter gaks...bknnye aper, i shud hv posted dis entry like few days ago, but due to some constraints(marking exm pprs etc) aku lupakn jap blog nie...

Aku konvo 31okt 2010 kt uum sintok..so, kami berangkt 30 tgh...sampai dlm kul 7 ptg..then mlm ader dinner ngn lecturers n frens kt DarulAman Golf Club,Jitra..then 31 pg dlm kul 1030 brtolak dr alor star to sintok...sampai dlm kul 1145 gtu lh..sbb hujan..then bersiap2 utk konvo n so on...dlm keadaan hujan yg xberenti..mmg lencun gaks r..n hangin gaks sbb few probs..as if pihak yg menguruskn xleh nk mmbuat prsediaan awl utk hujan nie..padahal, kalu dh hujung2 thn nie mmg sah2 akn hujan..xkan xpenah experience hujan kt uum waktu hujung2 thn gini..mcm kurang logik lh..xkisahlh, aku consider as human errors lh..

pastu ok lh..konvo n rasa hepi,xleh nk brgambar kt luar pas konvo sbb hujan..jd sempat ambik gambar dlm 2,3 keping kot dlm dwn..

d nxt day, kazen aku yg kt uum gtau, jln utk ke uum banjir..so, aku suh kakak aku g ambikkn, then kami brgerak pulang...dh naik highway, br aku teringt yg aku xbg borang kuning utk kakak aku ambik transcript aku.jd, aku kena patah blk g uum n redah gaks r banjir tuh..bising gaks r mak aku..tp ye r, bkn aku rancang pn nk suh my sis ambik...dh nk jd...dlm kul 1100++ gerak ke uum dr alr star..sampai dlm kul 1215++..masa otw tuh, bandar changlung dh banjr skit r, tp still bley guna..kami lalu jln blkg lalu dpn MARDI, ikut Bukit Tangga..dh setel anta jubah, ambik transcript,ambik stage photo yg mahal..nk blk dlm kul 1330 lh...malang nasib kami(aku, abg cik n abg iz)..stuck kt changlung for 2 hours!!!..jln sumer dtutup!! kami kena patah blk ke highway kuala perlis,lalu arau,kangar,ayer hitam br masuk alor setar blk..dlm keadaan lapar!!uhuhu..Ya allah..kt highway tuh pnair dh nk melintasi jln..sampai umah my sis dlm kul 1930..dasat sungguh..melantak xhingat sbb lapar...hahaha..

jd, perjlnan pulang ke kb ditangguhkn pd keesokn harinye...x nxt day dlm kul 8pg brtolak blk...hujan dh berenti..alhamdulillah perjlnn clean n clear..ahaks..sampai umah kb dlm kul 2ptg..lega2..tp xlega gaks r duk pk beberapa bundle exm questns yg belum brtanda..uhuhu...

yg pasti konvo nie mmg dasat..org yg konvo hari ke-3, ditangguhkn sampai waktu yg akn dberitahu kemudian...exm kt uum pn tunda sampai pas raya...sian sungguh..mesti kalut org uum...xpe lh, pengalamn yg sgt brharga yg xkn mgkn dpt dtmpt lain,...

Innallah ha ma'assoobirin..

semoga konvo anda berjln dgn lancar, insya allah..

ja ne!

Dream oh dream..go away..shuushh

Have u ever dreamt of sumthg dat u know u will never ever in ur life achieve it?..well i do..to be exact, a lot actually..well, not to the extent everyday, but yeah, quite often i guess..

sometimes i dream of doing somethg dat is quite impossible to happen ...like, meeting a person..erm, sham mix fm..kinda like his voice n he is bald!..my type definitely...ahaks..i always listen to mix fm..last week i browsed mix fm website..then look at the announcers pics..dang!i found him n to my surprise he was not like wat i imagined..uhuhuh...now, im blogging while listening to mix sunday drive..him again...ehhehe...owh, u make me smile...lalalal

then, i always dream of being a very smart n rich gal..very rich dat i can buy any shop anytime...hehehe..not good eh..i know lorh

then i always dream of having a special power..like reading people's minds, like of the heroes perhaps..ehehhe...

my sis's fren's father once said that..."biarlh berangan..bukan kena bayar pun"..yes yes uncle u r sooo true..eheheh...pun bagaimana walau..xleh nk berangan byk sgt..nanti jadi alpa...n tumpul minda..tp itulh manusia nie, mmg suka berangan ..escapism ker?hmm..lain kali lh bincang escapism nie..ehehh...

ok, now n blk ke alam realiti..sambung wat keje..uhuh..

ja ne!

Gokusen....doshitan desuka?

Salam..
this entry was supposed to be posted few weeks ago..but due to some problems (technical probs) i cudnt post it.so, i'm doing it today..uhuhuh...

My students...there are times when i think that i no longer understand u..
My students...i dont expect u to be perfect, extremely diligent,extremely obedient,extremely punctual...but at least...close to ok,close to being quite diligent, somewhat obedient and sometimes punctual..
My students...i know that life as a student is difficult, tiring,challenging and exciting at the same time..but then, studying is your only job! u should be able to submit everything on time and come to class responsibly...
My students...i dont have the ability to read people's minds.u need to let me know of what u have in mind.if u dont understand but say u understand how will i understand that u understand,understand!
My students...have u ever heard of the magic words; 'thank u','sorry','please','excuse me'.u need to say 'sorry',if u hurt someone.u need to say 'thank u' if someone helps u.u need to say 'excuse me' if u want to interrupt and u need to say 'please' when u ask for help.
My students...when did u last respect people?
My students...i am sorry for i was not able to help u.this is the end of my journey here.till we meet again.

sayonara minna san

Buatan Manusia

Salam..entry ini aku tujukan khas buat manusia2 di luar sana yang mmg suka 'mmbuat manusia'..mcm mane buat manusia?oopss bkn yg bwk perut 9 bln then brpantang 40 hari tuh.ini yg pakai jin,setan,makhluk halus etc.apa yg seronok sgt buat hal mcm ni ngn manusia lain.kalu org dh xsuka,xpayahlah nk kacau.bkn ade 1 je org dlm dunia nie.berlambak lagi manusia dalam dunia nie.gi lah cari insan jelita lain yg dpt memenuhi kehendak diri nafsu serakah mu.busuk giler punye manusia.

kalu yg duk ikut manusia tu 'saka',lain lh cter.benda yg kter xminta, tp ditakdirkn utk dpt.hmm ntahlh.yg pastinyer nk ubatkn benda2 mcm nie bkn benda yg mudah.byk hal yg kena buat, pikir,consider n so on.hidup sedikit sebyk terganggu dgn benda2 mcm nie.mmg makhluk2 halus ni wujud dlm dunia.semua pn makhluk ALLAH, kter berkongsi bumi yg samer, tp kter berlainan rupa dan kter hidup di alam yg berlainan.
kembali lh dikau ke tempat asalmu.jgn lh ganggu anak cucu.

menyedarkan diri utk sentiasa bersyukur dgn nikmat allah n kekuasaannya.kun fa ya kun..Bila Allah berkata maka jadilah ia, maka jadilah ia.

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Lagu Raya

Salam...well, walaupn tajuk utk entry nie agak lewat, tp raya sebulan kn...hehe..topik kali ini ialah lagu raya. apa lagu raya yg korang suka dgr ek? as for me, byk gaks ar. tp yg pasti bkn lagu siti.ahaks..aku akn tunggu lagu raya mamat exist..tajuk aku dh lupa tp lagu mcm "duhai bonda duhai ayahnda dengarkah rayuan anaknda yang jauh dimata"...heheh...then algu bergema takbir di pagi raya 4u2c...pastu lagu suasana hari raya anuar & elina..ini antara lagu feberet raya lh..yg lain aku dgr gaks lh tp biasa2 jer, kalu xkuar pn xper.tp kalu lagu yg 3 nie mcm wajib lh dgr n dinantikan..

mari nyanyi sesamer...lalala

ja, ne!

Kembali berkhidmat

Salam...aku masih ader 1 lagi hari utk berehat sblm aku kembali bkerja...uhuhu..aku mcm dh hilang momentum utk kembali bkerja..mcm maner nie..matilh aku..ok, i have few..well, not few but many assignments to be marked.quizzes to be done.adoi.terasa penat plaks dgn kehidupan mengajar ni...not to mention research ngn dr ng yg blm siap aper benda pn. aduhs. itu lg parah..then tadi bukak email, dpt email dr en ghazali pentadbiran, suruh renew surat samb kontrak aku. kena setelkn sblm 19 sept.which hari ahad nie. mcm maner aku nk jelaskn ngn org pntadbiran ni psl renew kontrak aku. fenin gaks mcm nie. aku kena buat yg trbaik sem nie. plg tidak trbaik dr sem2 yg sblm nie. aku adalah pendidik, so act like one lah! dang! itu pn ko x sedar lg ke jamilah ooiii....dah2, g wat keje..siapkn mark asgmnts students ko tuh...

ja, ne!

This is what i call 'Demam Raya'

Salaam...uhuk uhuk uhuk..
on tuesday 7 sept aku demam...then demam tuh brlanjutan lh sampai raya yg ke-4...yg plg dahsyat tuh masa mlm raya, panas yg amat n aku trketar2 batuk sampaikn xder suara..jd, pagi raya tuh, aku memohon ampun n maaf dgn bhs isyarat...heheh..pagi tuh aku g umah nenek aku yg sebelah umah nie, then trus blk umah...xlarat..batuk tekak pedih, berkahak plaks tuh..eeiiiwww....mmg seksa..insaf aku dgn bala n pengajaran yg Allah beri nie...then mlm raya tuh, kakak aku plaks demam,brjangkit ngn aku.so, kami berdua, dtemani abg cik n adik mad, g kbmc...(kbmc lagi)...mkn ubat bla bla bla...
raya ke-2 plaks seperti biasa sedara mara dtg ke umah..jadi mak aku masak lh ala kadar, wat nasi beriani n gulai watsoever...tp dis time around masak xbyk jd xlh penat sgt.raya ke-2 br ader suara skit..tp xleh nk gelak lg still pedih tekak..then raya ke-3 aku missed 2 weddings...xlarat n xsanggup nk g mjls yg ramai org dlm keadaan batuk mcm nie,..kot2 lh brjangkit ngn tetamu lain n aku pn x selesa dlm keadaan nie..raya ke-3 pagi breakfast kt umah ngah..pagi raya ke-3 adik mad plaks demam...panas bdn dier..then ptg skit abah plaks demam..k.long cirit birit plaks....aduhs parah dh org umah aku nie...mlm tuh ader family event...tp xsumer lh yg g sbb ramai yg xsihat..masuk raya ke-4...yg demam sumer dh ok cuma aku still batuk, k.long still cirit birit, mmg xkuar bilik...turun 4 kilo beb!..harap2 jgn tmabah ek long...ehhehe..adik mad pn cume batuk skit2, abah pn dh ok skit..hari ni plaks, raya ke-5, adik adam plaks demam...aduhs..lepas sorang, sorang yg kena..xper, ini dugaan dr Allah..aderlah hikmah dsebalik sumer nie...ehheh..tp mmg kami xg raya maner2 pn..duk umah jer..mmg hilang ke-best-an beraya...uhuhu...
pun bagaimana walau, sumernyer dtg dr Allah, dan kami sumer redha dgn aper yg jadi..

Selamat Hari Raya sumer!

ja ne!

of KBMC.....MRI....PAKAR PERDANA...

Salam everyone,...this post is meant for myself n my frens who sometimes dropped by. i'm not an active blogger obviously with the number of posts that i posted..ahaks. i only write when i feel like writing. so now, i feel like writing about these 3 things..KBMC, MRI, PAKAR PERDANA...
well, last saturday (4th Sept 2010) i was admitted to KBMC and still am..i registered around 12 noon then around 2pm i was brought to Pakar Perdana for MRI..i went there by KBMC's ambulance. Wow, nice and unforgettable memory ever. i had never been in an ambulance before. so i took 2 pictures in the ambulance. i cudnt post the pics now as i didnt have the cable to my mobile fon to connect to my laptop. the MRI was about 45 minutes. imagine that i had to stay frozen for 45 minutes and cudnt move an inch!..the tunnel was so small for a person of my size. my face was very very close to the upper side of the tunnel. at that time i was imagining myself in a coffin. i felt so sad and scared. i did fall asleep few times. then i went back to KBMC around 3.30pm...i had something attached to my right hand which i dont know what it is called.sumthg dat the nurse can inject d medicine into my body.so, i cudnt freely move my right hand as the needle wud hurt my (urat)..i had d difficulty to do d ablution..suddenly i felt scared, hopeless and brainless. i was about to pray and i didnt know how can i take my ablution? i tried to calm myself and said that this is a test from ALLAH. so, i managed to do it and performed my prayers..only until magrib prayer then ..xleh pose..hehehe...
my lil sis n lil bro came that nite as i asked them to bring my clothes..they bought mcdonalds..i ate french fries only okay...ehheeh..
then dis morning the doctr came (Dr. Abang Kilat) he's Sarawakian..i think...he told me the result of MRI..alhamdulillah, nothing serious. it's just that a disc between my 11th and 12th lumber is swollen n due to pressure, it affects my muscles and urat(sowee i forgot what urat is in english...hahaha)...pressure...of course my weight..meaning to say that i have to lose weight which i'm doing it now...and my active life...overused (d doctor said)..i cant stand for too long neither sit for too long. i'll have to undergo physiotherapy sessions for 12 times..he said that i can heal 100%..heheh..he said that at the moment i cudnt do aerobics as jumping and stretching can give more pressure to my spine...but i can cycle..hehe...and he said that i can be discharged tomoro...uhuhu..so, i called my lil sis to send me my laptp so that i can do sumthg..ehehhe...facebooking actually.
so, tonite (now), i'm alone..blogging..well, it's not that lonely and quiet here as my neighbours' relatives are 'entertaining' other patients here..screaming, crying, laughing, talking 'softly' that i can join in their discussion..ahaks..well, kids.blamelessness..
to be honest, i dont expect visitors as i'm not that sick and even if i am sick, i might want some peace and i dont think i will have the strength to explain my condition to every single visitor who came. well, it doesnt mean that i dont welcome visitors, frens u r free to come and visit me, but even if u dont come, i wont feel sad or wondering why u didnt come. i understand every1 is busy and we have limited time to do so many things. so, sms wud do. hehe..
as in my case now, i didnt inform all. i only told those who accidentally called me...
well, frens live a healthy life...and have a medical card. we never know when we will get sick or warded or watever.....

adios amigos..
ja ne!

p/s: dis post was written on d 5th sept monday around 2230...but then due to some technical probs..i cudnt publish d post instantly..so i saved it sumwhere else...not my fault k...

Rindu

Salam..Aku rindu kawan2 baik aku...

Ruhil,Ady,Ctort,PaahBasri,Faratun,Faraha,Nyot,Miera,Wan,Zurin...namer2 nie diatur bkn mengikut susunan kedudukan mereka dlm hati aku...sumer nombor 1 dlm my list of bestfriends...Miss u all :)

Aku rindu jgk ngn housemates aku and close frens aku...

Sarah,Ieja,Ana,Wana,Tya,K.wani,K.ain,Payed,Bobo,Pacat,Gocke,Jambu,Isidora,Karen,Ima,Maz Gorgeous,

Mereka sumer2 nie adlh insan2 yg dh lamer aku xjumper n sembang2...lamer sgt sampaikn aku xtau nk sembang aper kalu jumper...mgkn sbb aku xtau cter maner yg patut aku cter 1st or, mgkn jgk dpt jumpa mata dh brsyukur that no words are needed...blissful silence?

Now i wonder, do they feel the same? xkisahlh, yg penting, this is how i feel..ader aku kesah kalu diaorg xrindu aku? Ahaks..

AKPK & BNM

Salam....

Seperti yg djanjikan....review psl AKPK & BNM..Now, AKPK stands for Agensi Kaunseling dan Pengurusan Kredit...BNM plaks..Bank Negara Malaysia...org yg AKPK tuh ckp briefly jer psl pengurusan kredit..ade few things yg menarik perhatian aku..yg kter nie mmg merancang awl2 aper nk beli biler dpt gaji nanti..Dang! dlm kepala duit dh abis tp realiti nyer, duit gaji xmasuk pn lagi..aduhs parah sungguh gni..Org lain duit abis n xcukup sbb duk byr duit keta, loan n so on..aku plaks, duit keta xyah bayar, loan mmg xder...jadi duit aku, aku bayar bil tepon, insurans,broadband celcom(A.Cik guna), broadband Maxis (Adik Mad guna), bagi duit kt parents, duit kutu(2 tmpt), then minyak keta...baki tinggal mmg cukup2 jer..uhuhuh...skrng aku tgh pikir, wajar kh aku terus mmbayar bil brodbnd yg diguna oleh adik2 aku tuh...At first aku bayar sbb ala2 mcm nk tlg parents aku lh...sbb aku dh xbyr duit keta, jd aku bg lh duit kt adik2(byr bil)...tp, biler td org tuh ckp, spend yg keperluan jer..aku pn trpikir blk..hmm mgkn aku kena bincang ngn parents aku dulu kot..ye ar, kalu aku xbyr, brmakna parents aku yg kena byr..tp mgkn ok jer kot aku byr...hahaha....tgk lh mcm maner nanti...once aku dh wat keputusan, nanti aku maklum deh :)

Then BNM plaks...org yg dr bank negara malaysia nie, die terangkn psl duit...duit tulen n palsu..perbezaan n kesedaran..die pn tunjuk gaks ciri2 keselamatan duit kertas yg kter ader..mmg sgt menarik..byk benda baru yg aku blaja today...then aku baru tau hari nie yg duit kertas tuh dperbuat dr cotton!..heheh..except for RM5 note tuh, polimer..yg lain drpd cotton..giler r...sbb tuh duit 5 tuh bole basuh ngn sabun n cuci guna air sejuk..dasat sungguh...Lantak r org nk kata aku jakun ke aper ke, tp mmg aku baru tau...hehehe...nanti kalu sempat, aku masukkn few info psl duit kertas nie deh...skrng notes tuh ader dlm keta..eheheh..Aku rasa mcm hebat jer mereka nie..kagum sungguh aku..ahaks...at least diaorg mahir dlm bidang dier..Aku?..hmmm

Ok lh, nk brkemas....

Ja ne!

Setelah sekian lamanya...

Salam..

Setelah sekian lamanyer, aku telah trlupa yg aku ader blog..hahah...nasib baek lh kawan baik aku yg sorang itu mengingtkn aku psl blog aku..Dier msg dlm facebook kater suka bc blog aku...jadi, aku pn br teringt yg aku ader blog..haha...Hmm, well masa lps entry psl wedding, aku sibuk ngn weddings my frens..tya's n zurin's aku stay sampai ptg..then d following week tuh, aku trlibat ngn MQA yg memang memeningkn kepala aku...aku mmg betul2 stress tp wat rileks je lh...nk wat mcm maner bkn buleh elakkn pn MQA nie..then lps MQA, OBE plaks...2 hari..jumpe blk ngn Ms Salliza, Dr Rozi n Dr Z...then mlm tu aku kuar ngn Ana Raffali, Jannah n Naim..Dier dtg Kelate..g mkn kt Food Village...Good respond from them..heheh...nasib baek..

Then bengkel Upena laks 2 hari...dh abis lh seminggu aku..then minggu nie, td br abis seminar AKPK n BNM..menarik gaks..nanti aku wat entry psl seminar tuh..nk review sumer seminar n bengkel yg aku joined mcm byk..aku review yg AKPK n BNM je lh...later..

Hari ini jgk aku telah memindahkn PC aku..jd skrng aku tgh wat entry kt bilik baru ..Blok D 348..ehhehe...Penat gaks weh mengangkt CPU, Monitor, Buku n Beg telekung...naik ke level 3...rasa mcm naik tangga sambil hayun dumbell...ehehhe..mmg lenguh tgn aku..mungkinkh aku patut buat gini selalu? oh Tidak..aku lagi sanggup bwk dumbell yg betul punyer...ahaks..Xkan nk suh org lain..memandgkn PC ni aku punyer (UiTM punyer sebenrny, tp aku guna lh...hak milik sementara)..Ewah2..kalu aderje org nk tlg angkat, mmg aku xkisah..lagi aku suka..jadi, dgn rasminyer, selamat tinggal P339...uhuhuh...

Apa lg ek?...Erm, Zurin (selaku teman sebilik aku), esok aku cuti...nanti aku cter naper aku cuti (erm Zurin je lh, aku xleh public-kan reasons tuh...heheh)..

Wokey, Ja ne!

Weddings..

Salam, my frens' weddings...uuhhuhuh....sooo many lorh..

Let me list down ek..

14/5 - Hasaniah & Maeil

28/5 - Aisyah & pasangan

5/6 - Tya & Nazir

6/6 - Zurin & Amie

6/6 - Faz & pasangan

8/6 - Alim & pasangan

12/6 - Fathiyah & pasangan

13/6 - Gocke & pasangan

Pergh, 8 weddings tuh...Itu xtermasuk weddings yg sedara mara yg parents aku jer g..xper, aku akn meraikn hari bahagia kawan2 aku selagi aku terdaya, mampu n diizinkn Allah..insya allah...Jadi operasi membeli hadiah untuk rakan2 aku...Seperti biasa, mmandangkan aku nie keluarga tupperware, jadi aku akn mmbeli tupperware utk rakan2 aku...So, rakan2 bersedialh utk menerima tupperware dr aku deh..Ahaks..Well, tupperware bkn murah ok...Ahaks..Sj jer..

Dan...Seperti biasa, biler aku g weddings my frens nie aku akn diajukn dgn soalan yg mmg dh biasa sgt aku dgr, iaitu, Jem biler lg?...hahah...Well kawen ni bkn senang weh..Nak kena cari pasangn lg, duit lh, brg2 lh..n bla bla bla..So, aku skrng nie...Pasangn mmg blum ader, duit pn xder...Barang2 tuh, mmg dh ader dlm otak..n kalu xder idea lg pn, senang jer nk cr brg2 nie, yg jd susah cr brg nie, biler duit xder@xcukup duit.

Pernah gaks aku diajukn soalan "ape yg ko rasa Jem biler kawan2 ko yg lain dh kawen, tp ko belum"..Well, to be honest, mmg aku suker kawan2 aku kawen n mmg aku hepi n xcited for them...Lg hepi n xcited kalu aku boley trlibat samer dlm mnjayakn mjls kawen mereka..Yakni, aku dpt tolong buat apa2 yg patut...nnnnnn...Mmg terasa gaks mcm sedey, mcm...Ala diaorg nk kawen dah...Aku belum, tp mungkin gaks aku nie jenis wat bodo n sukakn kerja..jd aku rasa lagi berbaloi kalu aku fokus pd kerja n blajar aku...n aku pn lg senang brgerak sendiri...Kadang2 lh..Kadang2 nk gaks kuar2 n brteman ngn kawan...Biasany kalu kt uitm nie, ngn Zurin @ Tya @ sesaper je lh yg available masa tuh..eheheh..K.Wan Aida ke, K. Die ker..K.Wani ker..K. Ain ker...Fara ke..Payed ker...K. Am ker...eh, mcm byk plaks...@lecturers fakulti lain...Aku suka brkawan..Hahahah.....Sbb kami duk rumah yg agak jauh antara 1 samer lain...Jd nk lepak kb slalu susah skit...Tp ader je..xpun, kalu kt umah ngn Aja lh...Tp biasa ngn org lain pn ader gaks..sbb aku xkisah kuar n lepak ngn sesaper pn..Yg penting aku selasa n org tuh selasa ngn aku...

So, dipendekkn cerita, dgn perkahwinan rakan2 aku nie, aku mmg hepi n brsyukur for them n aku pn sntiasa brdoa agar aku dijodohkn dgn seorng muslim yg mmg hidup brlandaskn Islam supaya dpt mmbimbing aku kelak..Insya allah...

Tu jer kot..Semoga kter sumer dpt jodoh yg dirahmati Allah...To my frens yg dh kawen, smoga anda n keluarga dirahmati ALLAH n bahagia ke akhir hayat..To my frens yg br nk kawen, smoga anda n bakal keluarga yg akn dbina, semoga dirahmati ALLAH n bahagia ke akhir hayat..

Salam, ja ne!

Haih !!!!

Salam..setelah sekian lamernyer tidak meng-update blog ini...sampaikn i almost forgot that i have a blog...kuang kuang kuang...

Well class master dh abis..so sepatutnyer mcm officially dh free lh..tp xgaks....

Cop2, sambung blk mlm nie..k.wani dh kol nk blk..hari ni aku dtg ngn k.wani...daa

Ja, mata ne!

Sikit jer lagi

Salam..

Ehem, entry nie ckp psl aku yg dh nk abis ngn masters aku. Well, practically clas masters dh abis tgh td...abis ngn clas Mr Ravi, wat test plaks tuuh..ehehe...dh lamer xmnjwb soklan literature nie. mcm ok jer kot. nk kata dppt menjwb dgn cemerlang, mgkn tak kot. biasa2 jer. so, pas clas td, kami sumer g mkn kt Payang Serai....ingt nk upload gambar skali ngn entry nie, tp xupload lg gambar...(masri yg ambik gamba td),....so, tunggu dier upload dulu lh gambo tuh..tp mgkn nxt wk br aku bole edit entry ni n masukkn gambo...sbb skrng kami sumer tgh berjuang utk menyiapkn final examination Ravi's and Rohaiza's...

Stress sungguh nk buat asgmnt 2 nie...bkan aper, xder soklan menggila mcm asgmnt Dr J yg mmg mncabar pemikiran n keimanan aku..ahaks,...cumer yg asgmtn kali nie, aku byk trlibat ngn progrm uitm...last week 3 hari brturut2 ngn TOT finishing school..then this week plaks ahad n senin nie ngn bengkel MQA...hari selasa dh nk kena pos asgmtn tuh...tp mgkn aku akn pos hari rabu kot...kalu bole n sempat kau nk pos selasa br lh rasa best n selesa skit...

jd, aku xleh nk declare yg aku dh officially dh habis blaja, sampai lh aku submit n lecturer aku reply msg ckp dier dh trimer asgmtn aku...ehhe.lps tuh baru lh bole aku bersuka ria...hahahaha....sehingga itu, aku kena brsabar n bersabar n brsabar...saat2 terakhir mmg penuh ngn cabaran...jiwa aku pn dh tenang skit..alhamdulillah...

so, tunggu lh aku wat entry br pas aku setel asgmtn deh...

Haihhh.....Accidentally in Love

Salam..
Pernah x anda dgr lagu "Accidentally in love" by Counting Crows?..I like this song..
Adakah ini yg sdg brlaku?...Eh, xlah...ahaks..

Susah sungguh bile deal ngn perasaan hati jiwa ini. Mmg sgt complicated. Aku berserah pada takdir akan apa jua yg bakal terjadi. Tiada lagi hati ini mengharapkan insan dtg brkunjung jika yg dharapkan adalah milik insan lain. Biarlah aku terus hidup mengharapkan kasih dan cinta yg agung Illahi. Memang pahit utk ditelan mentah2...Akan kumuntah kan perasaan ini jika itu yg terbaik untukku.
Aku memohon cinta insan yg mencintai-MU, Ya Rabbi...

Finishing School

Salam..
Aku telah di ajak utk menyertai TOT - Finishing School (Progrm HEP-Unit Bimbingan Kaunseling n Kerjaya)..Aku jadi fasilitator.
Aku rasa seronok sebab aku dapat praktik kan apa yg aku belajar masa degree dulu (aku ambik minor in counselling)..Walaupn ader seorg yg ckp kami bdk kaunseling nie, belajar kaunseling tu tidak berguna sbb bknnyer kami bule jadi kaunselor..Well, mmg kami xder niat n cita2 nk jadi kaunselor pun, tp kami ambik utk mengenal n memahami manusia (memandangkn kami akn brhadapan dgn manusia- mgkn insan trsebut x kan deal ngn human beings kot..ahaks)
Byk input yg bakal graduan ini bakal dapt...Such as, branding themselves, how to write cover letter n resume,communication skills, preparing for job interview n attending mock interview...Mmg sgt byk..They are very lucky..Masa aku final yr dulu, xder plaks mcm nie..
Seingt aku, kami g kt DSB, ramai2 ngn fakulti lain2..then ader ceramah...
Aku harap aku dpt tolong mereka2 nie n hopefully tthey will gain sumthg..Aku cuak gaks, ye r 1st time jd fasi..(sblm nie masa kt sekolh ader gaks jd, tp itu skolh...lain ngn dis one..)ahaks..
Tapi yg jadi big problemo nyer, aku xdpt nk bg full konsentrasi..Aku spatutnyer kena bg konsentrasi penuh, sbb ini amanah..kena buat baik2..
Aku tersgt trtekan...

Aku nk ckp tp siapa yg akn layan...

Aku dh serabut sgt.

Final presentation :) :(

Ehem2..
Yesterday was my final presentation for my masters...I am happy, I am, but then I'm also sad. Coz I know that the ending is very near. Do I want it to end? Mixed emotion perhaps. Aish, mcm blender plaks...Ahaks..Watever lh ko Jaem.

Somehow, aku rasa puas hati ngn presentation aku. It might not be the best presentation ever but at least I am satisfied. Oh my, I will miss doing presentation (as a student lah)..Ahaks

I am now worried over the title that I am about to get..masters holder..in Applied Linguistics(English Language). What have I learnt? I am starting to question myself...of my own credibility..Gosh. Am I the only one who feels this way? Have I not learnt enough? Will I be able to teach students of Applied linguistics if asked?Aduhs, parah nie...

Tya, K. Ain, korang pun rasa mcm nie x?

Versus

Salam .
Aku br abis baca buku tajuk Versus ...Karya Hlovate..Tersentuh..Macam berkait dgn hidupku..Memang aku tidak layak berdiri di situ,sini...
Aku hanya lah aku. Memang aku tidak setanding Khadijah, Aisyah mahupun Sumayyah. Namun, hati ini ingin menjadi seperti mereka insan teragung.
"Bagaimana untuk menjadi baik?" "Baik didefinisikan dulu baik itu" Apa itu baik?" "Baik itu bila seseorg itu amar ma'aruf, nahi munkar, yakni beriman dgn ALLAH" "Tp itu belum cukup" "Maka?" "Selagi tak embrace Islam sepenuhnya, maka belum baik lagi lah tu..It's all about masuk ke dalam Islam sepenuhnya" -Hlovate in Versus
Aku belum lagi baik. Anda?

Sedey....

Aku sedey...Naper bley jd camnie

Teaching English Thru Literature

Ehem2...Now, d title sounds sooooo interesting..For me-lah..Ahaks. This is the subject that i'm taking now for my masters...D final subject for my masters..I'm presenting on a lesson plan on teaching english thru literature...I need to integrate @ use literary texts in my ESL class. The presentation is on Friday 7th May 2010; i'm the 1st presenter.... And the best part is that, i am yet to finish the assignment..Well, to be more precise, i have not started anything on it. I do have some ideas on what to do and bla blabla...

It's not that i'm procrastinating, but then, i'm just sooo occupied with exam thingy. I have too many things to handle and i'm starting to imagine 'bad things'... What are the bad things? 2 of them..i'll post a special entry for these bad things later...Ahaks..

Done!

Yeay!!!..

Alhamdulillah..Akhirnya setel gaks pemarkahan aku...Uhuhuh..Setelah byk dogaan n cobaan yg menimpa, maka siap jgklh hal2 peperiksaan...My dear students, nanti kan result anda...jeng jeng jeng...

Oh one more thing...

Memandangkan aku masih baru di alam jurnal siber ini, maka xdpt nk update everyday...Tp, aku dh pk, aku xkan update everyday, tp skali aku update, aku akn buat entry yg brlainan. Bermakna, mungkin ader 2@3 entries dlm 1 masa..Jimat kan?..Ahaks...

Exams.

Salam n good day to all (ramai ke yg baca nie? ahaks)

Now, examination. Apakah ia? Kueh kah? Nasikah? Kenderaan kah? Orang kah? Beban kah? Kebahagiaan kah? Ntahlh.

Seperti biasa, bila paper masuk, then ader central marking. Hmm, then exchange scripts ngn lecturer yg tlh dtetapkan. Kekadang rasa brdebar, takut, sedey, kecewa, hepi(kalu scripts yg kter dpt tu, jumlah dier sikit) heheh...mixed emotions.

People sometimes question, the way we teach. Didn't u teach ur students this? Didn't u teach ur students dat? What have u been teaching and things like that. Well, of course not in front of us. Not to say that other people are bad, but they may be wondering once they have read our students' work.

Then, as usual, I will question myself. What have I done for the past 14 weeks? What have I taught them? Have I taught them well? Did they understand the lessons? Did they benefit from the lessons.? What can we do, and should do then? When will I get the answer(s).......

Tya's Birthday. Surprise!..

Well, ehem...Actually I wanted to write about Tya's besday few weeks ago, but then...forgot lorh..uhuhu..
Well, Nazir (Tya's fiance) texted me to hold a surprise birthday party for Tya on behalf of him. So, he asked me to buy a cake from Secret Recipe (Choc cheese)..so pegi beli lh i mlm tu..ad hoc jgk lh..He asked to buy 3 red roses..But then, since dh mlm, roses were not available at that time. Uhuhu :(
Then, hari kejadian sampai sudah(13Apr2010). K.wani tempah roti jala. Pergh sedap. Tp luper nk ambik gamba roti jala n ayam tuh.Hehehe...
Oh, one more thing, luper plaks. penting tuh. Nazir sang hepi besday, recorded it then asked me to play it (for tya only lah!) ahaks. So sweet :) Tya almost cried, or cried i would say. Terharu kot. Ahaks.
Sumer org hepi hari tuh. Hehe..Aku pun hepi, dpt tlg kawan. Sgt bagus Nazir, walaupn jauh tp ingat n ader effort utk celebrate besday Tya. Alhamdulillah..
To Tya and Nazir, semoga bahagia and berkat hubungan korang sampai akhir hayat. Insya ALLAH :)

Can't Smile Without You by Barry Manilow

You know I Can't Smile Without You,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I can't laugh and I can't sing,
I'm findin' it hard to do anything.
You see, I feel sad when you're sad,
I feel glad when you're glad,
If You only knew what I'm go ing through,
I just Can't Smile Without You.
You came along just like a song and brightened my day,
Who'd've believe that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away.
And now you know I Can't Smile WIthout You,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I can't laugh and I can't sing,
I'm finding it hard to do anything.
You see, I feel sad when you're sad,
I feel glad when you're glad,
If you only knew what I"m going through,
I just can't smile.
Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find.
Well I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me.
And you see, I Can't Smile Without You,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I can't laugh and I can't sing,
I'm findin' it hard to do anything.
You see, I feel sad when you're sad,
I feel glad when you're glad,
If You only knew what I'm going through,
I just Can't Smile Without You

Can't Smile Without You by The Carpenters

You know I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh, and I can't sleep

I don't even talk to people I meet

And I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

And you must know what I'm goin' thru

I just can't smile, without you

You came along just like a song

You brightened my day

Who'd believe you were part of a dream

That only seemed light years away

And you know I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

And you must know what I'm goin' thru

I just can't smile, without you

Some people say the happiness wave

Is somethin' that's hard to find

Into the new leavin' the old behind me

And I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

And you must know what I'm goin' thru

I just can't smile, without you

Into the new, leaving the old behind me

And I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

And you must know what I'm goin' thru

I just can't smile, without you

You must know what I'm goin' thru

I just can't smile, without you

Sedeyyyy :( tapi hepi gaks..ahaks :)

Ehem2...

Well last nite (17th apr 2010) my students (ACD4AB) came over to my house. Wat barbeque. Dey arrived a bit late lh than the original plan to arrive around 4pm..Tapi depa sampai dlm kul 6.30 pm jgk lh. So hepi diaorg, ckp "Miss tipu kater umah kecik je, halaman umah kecik je, tp nie besar giler lh. Bole main bola kt blkg umah miss nie"..I smiled.Well my dear students, mmg bagi my family, agak kecik lh umah tu as compared to rumah2 yg pernah kami tinggal dulu..hehe..Agak2 nyer kalu diaorg gi umah kitaorg yg dulu, yg mcm kt Prang Besar, Changkat Cermin, Sungei Mahang etc, mesti terkejut diaorg..Silap haribulan boleh sesat kt dlm n luar umah..Hehe..tp itu hanya sementara.Umah yg sebenar nanti, muat2 sorang jer...

Diaorg g solat kt masjid kt umah aku. Khabarnyer, Nik yg imami solat maghrib..Alhamdulillah. And d girls ckp "best miss, nik jd imam, dier baca best"..Alhamdulillah. Thanx Nik! Then, few girls stayed kt umah utk goreng meehoon..Raihan, Ain, Nad, Afzan..tukang goreng meehoon, aku wat air (sirap + oren). Then yg g masjid blk, depa siap2kn tmpt pmbakaran. Then a few tgk bola (Man U vs Man City)..Haha, mesti lh aku xtgk. Rupernye Nabil xtau lg yg aku dh officially NOT Man U fan. So aku explained lh kejadian yg menyebabkn aku kuar dr kelompok itu. Tp biasalh mestilh mereka kureng setuju..Nabil n Syahmi (Sowee guys, i won't look back)..Ahaks.

Pastu, elok tgh tgk, n elok jer meehon dh siap, BLACKOUT! Gosh!...kecoh jap dlm umah aku...Sian my kawaii students..Aduhs, rasa bersalah plaks aku..Then, progrm tetap brjln mcm biasa. Aku kol TNB, dier kata kerosakan kt pencawang utama, jd seluruh kaws xder. Xpe lh nk wat camner. So, depa pakai lampu keta Heikal. Aku pn ckp "ish, apasal pakai lampu tu, nanti battery weak" Diaorg ckp "xper miss jap je" then aku jwb,"mmg lh jap je, tp i takut nanti otw blk mati tgh jln, sajelh u nanti"..

Then, aku wat turun Ojou ku aka my guitar. So, ber-jamming-lh jap. Seperti biasa, skill aku masih sgt lemah. so, Aiman played few songs..nyanyi biasa2 jer. Then mkn2..Aku xleh nk mkn. Bkn xlapar, lapar lh jgk..Tp aku trharu n hepi tgk bdk2 tuh mkn sampaikn aku xterasa nk mkn. Well, 1st time students aku dtg umah wat barbeque. Dulu bdk2 banking dtg mkn spaghetti. Tp jap je. Then 2 studnts acc aku dtg raya..Yg nie...ntah lh. Rasa mcm connected ngn diaorg nie. Sedey plaks.

Then duk sembang2, gelak2, kacau2...depa pn nyanyi lagu Kenangan Terindah by Samson..aku dh rasa mcm pelik je bdk2 nie, sbb asyik duk tgk kt blkg aku. Aku rasa mcm ader kejutan, jd aku xtoleh ke blkg. Asalnye nk toleh, tgk aper yg depa duk tgk, tp biarlh..Then sumer tetiba bangun..Aku dh rasa sebak..pastu shakir bagi kad, n hazwan bagi hadiah on behalf of d whole class. kad tu, tulis Thank You kt depan then kotak tu plaks bentuk mcm gtar...depa suh bukak trus. So aku bukak n God, depa bagi gitar kecik ...So sweet..aku kept on saying "Busuk r korang"..aku mmg dh nk nangis..Nasib baiklh gelap sbb blackout, jd xnmpk lh mata brgenang..Bodoh betullll!!!!...heheh.

Aku rasa sweet giler..pastu, around 10pm, depa nk blk..Nak dijadikn cerita, keta Heikal xleh nk start..hahah, gara2 penggunaan lampu keta td.So, duk brtolak kereta lh..Pastu plaks keta Aiman temperature naik plaks. Aduhs siannyer bdk2 nie..Aku plaks risau ngn diaorng. Dahlh mlm.Kalu nk ikutkn hati aku nie, nk je aku suh diaorng tdo kt umah aku, blk esok..Ye r kot2 jadi aper2 otw ke machng nanti. Tapi diaorg ckp ok.So, aku pn ok lh, 4 kereta..2kancil,1wira,1mpv 1 motor(nabil) merempit plaks mlm2..ahaks..

Then aku sms setiap driver tanyer dh sampai ke blm..Sian keta Aiman, kena brenti byk kali temperature naik..Last skali stopped kt Kok Lanas n blk umah. Shakir, heikal, khairul,wan g ambik yg naik keta aiman kt kok lanas. Sian kena patah blk ambik mereka. But then it shows how strong their rapport is. So sweet.Aku mmg trharu tgk bdk2 nie..

Penutup sms ngn mereka mlm td, aku suruh sampaikn salam sayang n rindu pd sumer...

Biler aku ingt blk, mmg aku nangis, i mean, berair mata lh..Mmg trharu thp cipan. Kalu aku nangis mlm td, mmg susah nk brenti. Maunye bengkak mata aku dtg keje hr nie. Ahaks.

Lastly, ACD4AB...this one is for u :)

My dear students ACD4AB,

I love you all, thanx 4 coming over, thanx for d guitar, card. And most importantly, thanx for being my kawaii students. No students could ever replace u all :) Do keep in touch dear. I have tattooed ur names and faces in my heart. Mmuah (^*^)

Kholas!

Alhamdulillah, kholas !..Wah dah abis clas. Well not all classes pn, i still ader 1 class lagi at 12 noon nie. ADD2TA..Wat klas jap jer, dlm 1 jam jer kot..heheh..

Sedey ker? Well, dh menjadi 1 kebiasaan, setiap yang bermula ader penghunjungnyer. I tried to reflect on what i have done these whole 14 weeks, and guess wat, i pn mcm xtau aper i dh buat.uhuhu..

This 1 class, ACD4AB, depa sumer nk dtg umah aku Sabtu nie, nk dtg makan2, wat barbeque..sronok gaks, bersuka ria mcm tuh ngn students. Tp mengenangkn aku ni yg xsiap lg preparation utk Rohaiza's, soklan final exam 260 xwat lagi n xstart lg baca Rohaiza's..uhuhu...aduhs parah nie. Dahlh Khamis nie nk g UMT, ambik k.cik..Saje je nk g jalan2.

I really need a break lorh..Go somewhere ke, do something ker..Well, sebenarnyer nk g minum coffee kt Starbucks and makan kt Sushi King..uhuhu... HELP!!!

Pelanduk 2 serupa.

Now, when people say 'pelanduk 2 serupa' does it mean that d 2 persons mmg muka exactly samer or seakan samer or seiras?..I often met people who have similar looks but then i have never met people who look exactly the same, or i would say muka fotostat. But today i saw one. Haha. I took over one of my fren's class as she's not well. So, happen to be that one of her students look exactly the same as my fren. Oh my..mmg serupa sejibik samer. Mgkn my fren tu tinggi beberapa inci dr budak nie. Tapi mmg samer lorh..Sangat2 samer. Teringt pulak kt member tuh..How are you fren?

French Women don't get FAT ?!

Is it true?..I have this book. Never got d chance to finish reading this book. Why? i wonder? ahaks. Somehow i managed to read this one particular chapter in which it says that the main character lists down all food that she consumes. Now, imagine that you have to list down everything..hmm..I'm thinking o f doing the same thing since i'm having this 'I-am-fat-but-cute' syndrome or seome people say as 'you-are-slimmer-than-me' syndrome. This is how my list goes:
0830 - 2 pieces of bahulu. size...L perhaps
1000-1400 - 2 sachets of Kopi Raddix
then...well, i just started today...i'll continue d rest later..maybe tonight..hehe

Is it a good idea to do it this way. Listing everything..So, perhaps when i go to a restaurant people will confuse me with the waiter since i'll be writing down what i ordered and perhaps i can be the auditer for food that i ordered just in case he missed one or two. Ahaks.

A fool I am

A fool I am?

hahah...

Ingatkan aku nie seorang yg agak bodoh and mcm siot jer. Tp taklah bodoh n siot sgt pun. Ok jgk lh aku nie. Tp kadang2 pelik gaks dgn diri sendiri. Harapkan dapat mmberi yang terbaik utk semua, tp tidak mampu utk mmberi yang terbaik even to diri sendiri. A student called " Ms Jem, sy student AC part 6, nk wat trip ke KL esok sampai hariKhamis nie, bole x kalu Ms jadi pensyarah pengiring kitaorg nanti?" and i was like God, ader asgmtn pulak nk kenahantar weekend nie..aduhs..kalu x, dh bole g KL free2 tuh..bole g starbucks n sushi king...uhuh..then i said to him " oh, soweee sy xdpt join korang..ader keje nk buat n i ader klas esok n khamis..nway, thanx for inviting ek"..then d boy said "ok Ms. thank you"...

Hmm byk jgk peluang yg terlepas...peluang free yang datang sgt jarang sekali, tapi apakan day, aku terikat dengan komitmen yg trpaksa ku akur sampailh bln Mei nie..uhuhu..

Xpe, setipa yg trjadi ader hikmah dsebaliknyer...aku percaya dan akan terus kupercaya...Walaupun kekadang diri ini terasa seakan A fool...

Tetiba teringt lagu Michael Buble 'Kissing A Fool'..but obviously xderlh yg kiss aku..hahah..lagu jer...

Gokusen

Tests. Bless my students. Sometimes i wonder what have dey learnt all this while. I'm not trying to downgrade them but,they are...i dont know. Sowee guys :( May ALLAH bless them. Good luck dear students !

My frens are now married

Yup they are now married..Alhamdulillah..
Aku akan menyusul, insya allah..Biler? Dgn saper? Aku pn xtau.. Tarikh belum ader...Calon pn belum ader..Tapi tanggungjawab sebagai seorang muslim akan tetap aku laksanakan....Suatu hari nanti...
Ya ALLAH, kurniakan lah aku seorang suami yg hidup berlandaskan ISLAM yang benar..Amiin

Sharing is caring?

Salam n Hi...

People always say that sharing is caring. Somehow i do agree with it. Yup, very true..Coz, somehow when we share something wif others, we will feel a bit relief and it feels like we are not alone. Though to some, telling others our problem which is quite personal might not seem very much comfortable and we feel a bit unsecure of whether that person could keep the secret n wont tell others. Well yes, the security level of it is questionable, but still it is not wrong to put some hope that the 'listener' will shut his/her mouth up.

Few days ago, i went to a kopitiam in KB wif a fren of mine. She shared her problem and i listened, of course. Somehow i cud see that she was a bit relief after sharing the problem. i might not be able to solve her problem, but somehow i think i have eased off her felling.

I used to think that it is not safe to tell others our problems and it is best that we just keep it to ourself so that we won't get hurt if that person tells other people our problem or secret. But then i said, it's time for me to trust other people which then i did. I believe that if we do good to others, others will do good to me too. Therefore, if i keep others' secrets, they will keep mine too. So, i keep their secrets and i hope my secrets are safe with them too. Can u keep a secret?-Sophie Kinsella...

Ahaks

Salam..

Now, this is my new blog. I used to have one..bukankisahklasikmu.blogspot.com but then, punyer lh lamer x update..(xder mende pn dlm blog tu .ahaks), jd i forgot d password. shoot! watever..then i created a new blog coz, it seems that at this moment, i feel like blogging..sharing some stories with..me?...dun expect any followers though, juz feel like writing n throwing some ideas n shits..ahaks.