and he's gone :(

and now he's gone....

i now believe what fezah and shikin used to tell me....he came for a visit..he visited his fren who happens to station here at this building; TE..uhuhu.. so sad..no more Raymond..goodbye Raymond..i always bumped into ur fren, he's my neighbour (office)..i always wanted to ask him about you...my frens told me too..but....gilerrrr arrr xkan aku nak tanyer weh...malu siottt...uhuhu..so, i dare not ask him..let it be then..

well, nice to know u Raymond..u know what, i have slowly forgotten ur face..i couldnt draw ur face in my mind anymore..as my student once said, u can draw miss? u r a drawer ek? aduhai drawer pun drawer lah budak..uhuhu..

adios Raymond..may god bless u...wherever u r...whoever u r with..u brought light  to my life when i was in total darkness upon my first few weeks in Australia and i shall never forget u :) i always believe that god brought u to me, so that i could always put a smile on my face despite of the heavy tears that ran down my cheeks at night. i looked forward to go to the office just so that i could see you.

after my 3-week holiday, i went to the office and...u're not there?! i waited and waited, hoping that one day i would bump into u again and exchange smiles....but....

now, i have accepted the fact that, u are not here. u have left TE building....me..

dont worry, i can still smile and laugh..i smile at the thought of u..i laugh remembering the day when i spilled the water at my face when i first met u, when i said something grammatically incorrect and u just stood there and smiled at my clumsiness..and you know what..while writing this post, i could not stop smiling and blushing sometimes...hahah :)

i wish u all the best and thanx for being my very first crush in Australia..i truly appreciate that..

take care dear

xie xie ne.