nahhh..ini lah depresi jiwa yang sering rakan2 dan senpai2 aku katakan...namun...ko br jer kt sini jem oiii...dh depresi nak balik kampung halaman..haha..
ye, memang benar aku depresi dan insya Allah akan pulang ke kg halaman...esok...yes! esok!..haha...alangkah gumbiranya hati ini...walaupun mengenangkan ribuan ringgit yang habis untuk kenderaan terbang ini..haha..namun, sbb depresi punyer pasal, nak jugak blk..by hook or by crook..i dont care..ngeh2..keras x ayat tuh..hehe..
kehidupan kt sini...agak perlahan dan aku yg mmg suka kerja..suka duk pejabat...n sentiasa sibuk ngn aktiviti...meetings..classes...mcm2 lh aktiviti kt tmpt keje tuh...biler dtg sini..senyap sunyi...sgt pasif...sampaikan aku jd depresi..aku xleh nk fikir ngn tenang..memang sangat down..nak explain kt orang pn xtau mcm mana ...n xtau kalu org faham ke x..kalu org yg samb blaja mcm aku gaks...n duk oversea gaks...insya Allah akan fahamlh kot perasaan aku ni..
aku skrg duk umah sengsorang..sementara kawan aku samapi yg akn jd housemate and opismate aku..fezah..tp die insya Allah dtg bln nov..jd smentara tunggu dier dtg..aku duk sorang..rumah yg sgt sunyi sepi...pd waktu mlm terutamanya sbb siang hari aku g kampus..jd xlah terasa..jumpa kshida..sembang2 etc..tp biler blk umah...hmmm...n kawasan perumahan kt sini ni..mmg xbising..in fact kalu bising n jiran terganggu siap komplen bagai..xdenyer nak dgr bunyi lesung...sudip bercium ngn kuali...anak2 menjerit..artis dlm telly yg menjerit..anak jirang yg praktis untuk AF..anak2 duk jogathon dlm rumah...bola berdentam dentum luar rumah...memang xder..mmg sgt sunyi..n bagi aku..pasif..xkan lh aku nk tdo kt opis...tp kalu itu yg trpaksa aku buat...mungkin..ahha..tp insya Allah xlah kot..sbb aku dh nk blk esok.. akn dtg insya Allah ngn fezah 17 nov nanti...
so hopefully biler dtg blk nanti..aku akn lebih tenang ...aman..n bahagia..n of course..aku bwk blk books n journals..kena baca weh..kalu x mati aku..hahah...
ok then..ja ne!
Monday, October 22, 2012
Monday, October 15, 2012
Chinese @ Taiwanese ?
Salam,
now now...is he a chinese or a taiwanese? what's the different anyway? they speak the same language except that the accent might be a bit different..but still...he speaks mandarin..hahha...
head over heels? nope..this is some sort of entertainment for me...so that i'll be extrinsically motivated to go to the office..haha..no doubt,,,seeing him or bumped into him would carve a smile on my face and i wonder if it's obvious that he could sense that he is actually in danger..uhuh..poor him..
well, everybody loves RAYMOND :)
ja ne!
now now...is he a chinese or a taiwanese? what's the different anyway? they speak the same language except that the accent might be a bit different..but still...he speaks mandarin..hahha...
head over heels? nope..this is some sort of entertainment for me...so that i'll be extrinsically motivated to go to the office..haha..no doubt,,,seeing him or bumped into him would carve a smile on my face and i wonder if it's obvious that he could sense that he is actually in danger..uhuh..poor him..
well, everybody loves RAYMOND :)
ja ne!
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Hello ya'll
Salam and hello everyone....
ok, first of all..im in adelaide , australia...im doing my phd in intercultural communication...and im supposed to do some readings...writing a content page for my supervisors which due in 12 days from today. so...
i borrowed few books this morning, from the library obviously, then it rained so i had to stay in the library for few minutes...i didnt bring my umbrella with me and i didnt wanna run....so i stayed..plus, i don think i look nice when running..hahah..then...i walked to my office...at the TE building..it's a cabin anyway...haha..with 10 rooms in it. so kinda big aite. and it has RAYMOND innit..hahah...later i'll talk about him...let this post be about me first...ahaks..
when i reached at my room, i stood in front of my desk..thinking seriously on how should i re-arrange my pc..i didnt really like the original position of it, so i decided to change..and i did..sowee i didnt feel like snapping any picture of it..later i guess, well i'll be here for like...3 years!..so got plenty of time to do so..haha...
then i browsed youtube and checking my fb...dont wanna talk about my fb...i would like to share these 3 amazing songs that i recently started to like...well, not really recently..i know these songs like ages it's just that ...u know sometimes...there are times when we really get hooked up with few songs and it get stuck in your head like...all the time..so...the 3 songs are 1) Tell Him by Celine and Barbara....2) Love on Top by Beyonce...3) Move yourBody by Beyonce...
Tell Him
i am so in love with this song..i mean, how can someone understand you so much that he wrote a song that really speaks your heart...this song is helplessly true and the moment i listen to it, i could feel how much the persona really loved that guy and really afraid that he wouldnt respond to her feelings...
Love on Top
hahah....im so in love with this song too...ahha..very cathcy..if i have a boyfriend...or husband (Please Allah, send him to me...now?hehe,insya Allah)...i would definitely ask him to listen to this song...which represents how i feel at that time...sweet rite..haha...
Move your Body
now, i recommended my personal fitness instructor...kak hae to listen to this song..good for a workout and it is meant for teenagers to workout...it has like...7@8 steps in the song..
i dont wanna review much on the songs..as i think there are no words would be able to precisely describe my feelings towards these 3 songs. u just gotta listen to it...
that's all i guess...
ja ne!
ok, first of all..im in adelaide , australia...im doing my phd in intercultural communication...and im supposed to do some readings...writing a content page for my supervisors which due in 12 days from today. so...
i borrowed few books this morning, from the library obviously, then it rained so i had to stay in the library for few minutes...i didnt bring my umbrella with me and i didnt wanna run....so i stayed..plus, i don think i look nice when running..hahah..then...i walked to my office...at the TE building..it's a cabin anyway...haha..with 10 rooms in it. so kinda big aite. and it has RAYMOND innit..hahah...later i'll talk about him...let this post be about me first...ahaks..
when i reached at my room, i stood in front of my desk..thinking seriously on how should i re-arrange my pc..i didnt really like the original position of it, so i decided to change..and i did..sowee i didnt feel like snapping any picture of it..later i guess, well i'll be here for like...3 years!..so got plenty of time to do so..haha...
then i browsed youtube and checking my fb...dont wanna talk about my fb...i would like to share these 3 amazing songs that i recently started to like...well, not really recently..i know these songs like ages it's just that ...u know sometimes...there are times when we really get hooked up with few songs and it get stuck in your head like...all the time..so...the 3 songs are 1) Tell Him by Celine and Barbara....2) Love on Top by Beyonce...3) Move yourBody by Beyonce...
Tell Him
i am so in love with this song..i mean, how can someone understand you so much that he wrote a song that really speaks your heart...this song is helplessly true and the moment i listen to it, i could feel how much the persona really loved that guy and really afraid that he wouldnt respond to her feelings...
Love on Top
hahah....im so in love with this song too...ahha..very cathcy..if i have a boyfriend...or husband (Please Allah, send him to me...now?hehe,insya Allah)...i would definitely ask him to listen to this song...which represents how i feel at that time...sweet rite..haha...
Move your Body
now, i recommended my personal fitness instructor...kak hae to listen to this song..good for a workout and it is meant for teenagers to workout...it has like...7@8 steps in the song..
i dont wanna review much on the songs..as i think there are no words would be able to precisely describe my feelings towards these 3 songs. u just gotta listen to it...
that's all i guess...
ja ne!
Sunday, January 15, 2012
ipad 2
salam...
my 1st entry guna ipad 2 yg br dbeli last week...dh lame trniat d hati nk beli bendalah ini..disimpan aje niat murni..then last week xleh thn...beli gaks..hahah..i can say that ini mcm trpengaruh oleh rakan sebaya n kurang sebaya.ahaks.i think it's handy to have an ipad..
konon2...cita2 nk selalu update blog once ade ipad..tp kter tgk betul ke x minah sorang ni.ahaks...
ok..ngantuk..
ja ne!
my 1st entry guna ipad 2 yg br dbeli last week...dh lame trniat d hati nk beli bendalah ini..disimpan aje niat murni..then last week xleh thn...beli gaks..hahah..i can say that ini mcm trpengaruh oleh rakan sebaya n kurang sebaya.ahaks.i think it's handy to have an ipad..
konon2...cita2 nk selalu update blog once ade ipad..tp kter tgk betul ke x minah sorang ni.ahaks...
ok..ngantuk..
ja ne!
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Monday, November 28, 2011
Monday, July 4, 2011
The end...
Salam to you....
This is the end. End of INTEC programme. Last Sunday, 26 June was the INTEC Nite. I wasn’t around as I went to KL for some important matter. Nevertheless, i planned something with my beloved students (G1). They blew 100 balloons and let them flew happily on the air. I was very sad and disappointed as I wasn’t there and didn’t get the chance to celebrate the nite with them. It was a last minute plan. So, I had to carry on with my appointment. Then the next day on Monday, the English lecturers and their respective classes except for my class, held another celebration this time around was KFC Treats to all....I didn’t ask my class to join them as I knew that they would feel a bit lost and awkward. They texted me on that INTEC Nite and said “ Miss, kami umpama anak ayam yang kehilangan ibunye..” then I replied “owh, maksudnyer I ni mak ayam lh ek?” ahhahah......
My class resumed as usual on Tuesday. To be honest I kinda miss them. We planned to have our own celebration, our own way...hahah...so, on Wednesday, we went to Pantai Perkasa Bachok at 3pm....3 cars...we had soooo much fun at the beach. We laughed, we played guitar, we played ting ting, we ate, we chatted....we are friends. And of course, we took pictures...haha...a lot I guess...hahah..
Then on the final day of INTEC which was also the final exam for the students.....in the evening, after maghrib, we went for bowling...well, I didn’t play, obviously....ahaks..I watched them played and again I had so much fun watching them playing, laughing and showing off their not-so-pro skill...haha...sowee guys....I brought my sister along...then we went for dinner @ McD...again we chatted and took more pictures...I shall upload them later I guess...
Then we said goodbye to each other....being with them for 6 hours every day for 4 weeks, we established some kind of rapport...I guess...well at least for me..hehehe
Well, actually I have a lot to write, but they are indescribable as I couldn’t find words to express them. Perhaps I could only write them or maybe sketch them in my mind and heart and let the pictures stay fresh and bloom eternally so that I could always taste them and feel them whenever I need them.
I received a very nice red cloth for Baju Kurung from the class and few drawings from a student. I will make separate entries for these two items...heheh..later I guess...
Anyhow, I love them all....I love teaching! Yeay!
Ja ne!
This is the end. End of INTEC programme. Last Sunday, 26 June was the INTEC Nite. I wasn’t around as I went to KL for some important matter. Nevertheless, i planned something with my beloved students (G1). They blew 100 balloons and let them flew happily on the air. I was very sad and disappointed as I wasn’t there and didn’t get the chance to celebrate the nite with them. It was a last minute plan. So, I had to carry on with my appointment. Then the next day on Monday, the English lecturers and their respective classes except for my class, held another celebration this time around was KFC Treats to all....I didn’t ask my class to join them as I knew that they would feel a bit lost and awkward. They texted me on that INTEC Nite and said “ Miss, kami umpama anak ayam yang kehilangan ibunye..” then I replied “owh, maksudnyer I ni mak ayam lh ek?” ahhahah......
My class resumed as usual on Tuesday. To be honest I kinda miss them. We planned to have our own celebration, our own way...hahah...so, on Wednesday, we went to Pantai Perkasa Bachok at 3pm....3 cars...we had soooo much fun at the beach. We laughed, we played guitar, we played ting ting, we ate, we chatted....we are friends. And of course, we took pictures...haha...a lot I guess...hahah..
Then on the final day of INTEC which was also the final exam for the students.....in the evening, after maghrib, we went for bowling...well, I didn’t play, obviously....ahaks..I watched them played and again I had so much fun watching them playing, laughing and showing off their not-so-pro skill...haha...sowee guys....I brought my sister along...then we went for dinner @ McD...again we chatted and took more pictures...I shall upload them later I guess...
Then we said goodbye to each other....being with them for 6 hours every day for 4 weeks, we established some kind of rapport...I guess...well at least for me..hehehe
Well, actually I have a lot to write, but they are indescribable as I couldn’t find words to express them. Perhaps I could only write them or maybe sketch them in my mind and heart and let the pictures stay fresh and bloom eternally so that I could always taste them and feel them whenever I need them.
I received a very nice red cloth for Baju Kurung from the class and few drawings from a student. I will make separate entries for these two items...heheh..later I guess...
Anyhow, I love them all....I love teaching! Yeay!
Ja ne!
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