Done!

Yeay!!!..

Alhamdulillah..Akhirnya setel gaks pemarkahan aku...Uhuhuh..Setelah byk dogaan n cobaan yg menimpa, maka siap jgklh hal2 peperiksaan...My dear students, nanti kan result anda...jeng jeng jeng...

Oh one more thing...

Memandangkan aku masih baru di alam jurnal siber ini, maka xdpt nk update everyday...Tp, aku dh pk, aku xkan update everyday, tp skali aku update, aku akn buat entry yg brlainan. Bermakna, mungkin ader 2@3 entries dlm 1 masa..Jimat kan?..Ahaks...

Exams.

Salam n good day to all (ramai ke yg baca nie? ahaks)

Now, examination. Apakah ia? Kueh kah? Nasikah? Kenderaan kah? Orang kah? Beban kah? Kebahagiaan kah? Ntahlh.

Seperti biasa, bila paper masuk, then ader central marking. Hmm, then exchange scripts ngn lecturer yg tlh dtetapkan. Kekadang rasa brdebar, takut, sedey, kecewa, hepi(kalu scripts yg kter dpt tu, jumlah dier sikit) heheh...mixed emotions.

People sometimes question, the way we teach. Didn't u teach ur students this? Didn't u teach ur students dat? What have u been teaching and things like that. Well, of course not in front of us. Not to say that other people are bad, but they may be wondering once they have read our students' work.

Then, as usual, I will question myself. What have I done for the past 14 weeks? What have I taught them? Have I taught them well? Did they understand the lessons? Did they benefit from the lessons.? What can we do, and should do then? When will I get the answer(s).......

Tya's Birthday. Surprise!..

Well, ehem...Actually I wanted to write about Tya's besday few weeks ago, but then...forgot lorh..uhuhu..
Well, Nazir (Tya's fiance) texted me to hold a surprise birthday party for Tya on behalf of him. So, he asked me to buy a cake from Secret Recipe (Choc cheese)..so pegi beli lh i mlm tu..ad hoc jgk lh..He asked to buy 3 red roses..But then, since dh mlm, roses were not available at that time. Uhuhu :(
Then, hari kejadian sampai sudah(13Apr2010). K.wani tempah roti jala. Pergh sedap. Tp luper nk ambik gamba roti jala n ayam tuh.Hehehe...
Oh, one more thing, luper plaks. penting tuh. Nazir sang hepi besday, recorded it then asked me to play it (for tya only lah!) ahaks. So sweet :) Tya almost cried, or cried i would say. Terharu kot. Ahaks.
Sumer org hepi hari tuh. Hehe..Aku pun hepi, dpt tlg kawan. Sgt bagus Nazir, walaupn jauh tp ingat n ader effort utk celebrate besday Tya. Alhamdulillah..
To Tya and Nazir, semoga bahagia and berkat hubungan korang sampai akhir hayat. Insya ALLAH :)

Can't Smile Without You by Barry Manilow

You know I Can't Smile Without You,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I can't laugh and I can't sing,
I'm findin' it hard to do anything.
You see, I feel sad when you're sad,
I feel glad when you're glad,
If You only knew what I'm go ing through,
I just Can't Smile Without You.
You came along just like a song and brightened my day,
Who'd've believe that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away.
And now you know I Can't Smile WIthout You,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I can't laugh and I can't sing,
I'm finding it hard to do anything.
You see, I feel sad when you're sad,
I feel glad when you're glad,
If you only knew what I"m going through,
I just can't smile.
Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find.
Well I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me.
And you see, I Can't Smile Without You,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I can't laugh and I can't sing,
I'm findin' it hard to do anything.
You see, I feel sad when you're sad,
I feel glad when you're glad,
If You only knew what I'm going through,
I just Can't Smile Without You

Can't Smile Without You by The Carpenters

You know I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh, and I can't sleep

I don't even talk to people I meet

And I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

And you must know what I'm goin' thru

I just can't smile, without you

You came along just like a song

You brightened my day

Who'd believe you were part of a dream

That only seemed light years away

And you know I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

And you must know what I'm goin' thru

I just can't smile, without you

Some people say the happiness wave

Is somethin' that's hard to find

Into the new leavin' the old behind me

And I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

And you must know what I'm goin' thru

I just can't smile, without you

Into the new, leaving the old behind me

And I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

And you must know what I'm goin' thru

I just can't smile, without you

You must know what I'm goin' thru

I just can't smile, without you

Sedeyyyy :( tapi hepi gaks..ahaks :)

Ehem2...

Well last nite (17th apr 2010) my students (ACD4AB) came over to my house. Wat barbeque. Dey arrived a bit late lh than the original plan to arrive around 4pm..Tapi depa sampai dlm kul 6.30 pm jgk lh. So hepi diaorg, ckp "Miss tipu kater umah kecik je, halaman umah kecik je, tp nie besar giler lh. Bole main bola kt blkg umah miss nie"..I smiled.Well my dear students, mmg bagi my family, agak kecik lh umah tu as compared to rumah2 yg pernah kami tinggal dulu..hehe..Agak2 nyer kalu diaorg gi umah kitaorg yg dulu, yg mcm kt Prang Besar, Changkat Cermin, Sungei Mahang etc, mesti terkejut diaorg..Silap haribulan boleh sesat kt dlm n luar umah..Hehe..tp itu hanya sementara.Umah yg sebenar nanti, muat2 sorang jer...

Diaorg g solat kt masjid kt umah aku. Khabarnyer, Nik yg imami solat maghrib..Alhamdulillah. And d girls ckp "best miss, nik jd imam, dier baca best"..Alhamdulillah. Thanx Nik! Then, few girls stayed kt umah utk goreng meehoon..Raihan, Ain, Nad, Afzan..tukang goreng meehoon, aku wat air (sirap + oren). Then yg g masjid blk, depa siap2kn tmpt pmbakaran. Then a few tgk bola (Man U vs Man City)..Haha, mesti lh aku xtgk. Rupernye Nabil xtau lg yg aku dh officially NOT Man U fan. So aku explained lh kejadian yg menyebabkn aku kuar dr kelompok itu. Tp biasalh mestilh mereka kureng setuju..Nabil n Syahmi (Sowee guys, i won't look back)..Ahaks.

Pastu, elok tgh tgk, n elok jer meehon dh siap, BLACKOUT! Gosh!...kecoh jap dlm umah aku...Sian my kawaii students..Aduhs, rasa bersalah plaks aku..Then, progrm tetap brjln mcm biasa. Aku kol TNB, dier kata kerosakan kt pencawang utama, jd seluruh kaws xder. Xpe lh nk wat camner. So, depa pakai lampu keta Heikal. Aku pn ckp "ish, apasal pakai lampu tu, nanti battery weak" Diaorg ckp "xper miss jap je" then aku jwb,"mmg lh jap je, tp i takut nanti otw blk mati tgh jln, sajelh u nanti"..

Then, aku wat turun Ojou ku aka my guitar. So, ber-jamming-lh jap. Seperti biasa, skill aku masih sgt lemah. so, Aiman played few songs..nyanyi biasa2 jer. Then mkn2..Aku xleh nk mkn. Bkn xlapar, lapar lh jgk..Tp aku trharu n hepi tgk bdk2 tuh mkn sampaikn aku xterasa nk mkn. Well, 1st time students aku dtg umah wat barbeque. Dulu bdk2 banking dtg mkn spaghetti. Tp jap je. Then 2 studnts acc aku dtg raya..Yg nie...ntah lh. Rasa mcm connected ngn diaorg nie. Sedey plaks.

Then duk sembang2, gelak2, kacau2...depa pn nyanyi lagu Kenangan Terindah by Samson..aku dh rasa mcm pelik je bdk2 nie, sbb asyik duk tgk kt blkg aku. Aku rasa mcm ader kejutan, jd aku xtoleh ke blkg. Asalnye nk toleh, tgk aper yg depa duk tgk, tp biarlh..Then sumer tetiba bangun..Aku dh rasa sebak..pastu shakir bagi kad, n hazwan bagi hadiah on behalf of d whole class. kad tu, tulis Thank You kt depan then kotak tu plaks bentuk mcm gtar...depa suh bukak trus. So aku bukak n God, depa bagi gitar kecik ...So sweet..aku kept on saying "Busuk r korang"..aku mmg dh nk nangis..Nasib baiklh gelap sbb blackout, jd xnmpk lh mata brgenang..Bodoh betullll!!!!...heheh.

Aku rasa sweet giler..pastu, around 10pm, depa nk blk..Nak dijadikn cerita, keta Heikal xleh nk start..hahah, gara2 penggunaan lampu keta td.So, duk brtolak kereta lh..Pastu plaks keta Aiman temperature naik plaks. Aduhs siannyer bdk2 nie..Aku plaks risau ngn diaorng. Dahlh mlm.Kalu nk ikutkn hati aku nie, nk je aku suh diaorng tdo kt umah aku, blk esok..Ye r kot2 jadi aper2 otw ke machng nanti. Tapi diaorg ckp ok.So, aku pn ok lh, 4 kereta..2kancil,1wira,1mpv 1 motor(nabil) merempit plaks mlm2..ahaks..

Then aku sms setiap driver tanyer dh sampai ke blm..Sian keta Aiman, kena brenti byk kali temperature naik..Last skali stopped kt Kok Lanas n blk umah. Shakir, heikal, khairul,wan g ambik yg naik keta aiman kt kok lanas. Sian kena patah blk ambik mereka. But then it shows how strong their rapport is. So sweet.Aku mmg trharu tgk bdk2 nie..

Penutup sms ngn mereka mlm td, aku suruh sampaikn salam sayang n rindu pd sumer...

Biler aku ingt blk, mmg aku nangis, i mean, berair mata lh..Mmg trharu thp cipan. Kalu aku nangis mlm td, mmg susah nk brenti. Maunye bengkak mata aku dtg keje hr nie. Ahaks.

Lastly, ACD4AB...this one is for u :)

My dear students ACD4AB,

I love you all, thanx 4 coming over, thanx for d guitar, card. And most importantly, thanx for being my kawaii students. No students could ever replace u all :) Do keep in touch dear. I have tattooed ur names and faces in my heart. Mmuah (^*^)

Kholas!

Alhamdulillah, kholas !..Wah dah abis clas. Well not all classes pn, i still ader 1 class lagi at 12 noon nie. ADD2TA..Wat klas jap jer, dlm 1 jam jer kot..heheh..

Sedey ker? Well, dh menjadi 1 kebiasaan, setiap yang bermula ader penghunjungnyer. I tried to reflect on what i have done these whole 14 weeks, and guess wat, i pn mcm xtau aper i dh buat.uhuhu..

This 1 class, ACD4AB, depa sumer nk dtg umah aku Sabtu nie, nk dtg makan2, wat barbeque..sronok gaks, bersuka ria mcm tuh ngn students. Tp mengenangkn aku ni yg xsiap lg preparation utk Rohaiza's, soklan final exam 260 xwat lagi n xstart lg baca Rohaiza's..uhuhu...aduhs parah nie. Dahlh Khamis nie nk g UMT, ambik k.cik..Saje je nk g jalan2.

I really need a break lorh..Go somewhere ke, do something ker..Well, sebenarnyer nk g minum coffee kt Starbucks and makan kt Sushi King..uhuhu... HELP!!!