Can't Smile Without You by The Carpenters

You know I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh, and I can't sleep

I don't even talk to people I meet

And I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

And you must know what I'm goin' thru

I just can't smile, without you

You came along just like a song

You brightened my day

Who'd believe you were part of a dream

That only seemed light years away

And you know I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

And you must know what I'm goin' thru

I just can't smile, without you

Some people say the happiness wave

Is somethin' that's hard to find

Into the new leavin' the old behind me

And I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

And you must know what I'm goin' thru

I just can't smile, without you

Into the new, leaving the old behind me

And I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

And you must know what I'm goin' thru

I just can't smile, without you

You must know what I'm goin' thru

I just can't smile, without you

Sedeyyyy :( tapi hepi gaks..ahaks :)

Ehem2...

Well last nite (17th apr 2010) my students (ACD4AB) came over to my house. Wat barbeque. Dey arrived a bit late lh than the original plan to arrive around 4pm..Tapi depa sampai dlm kul 6.30 pm jgk lh. So hepi diaorg, ckp "Miss tipu kater umah kecik je, halaman umah kecik je, tp nie besar giler lh. Bole main bola kt blkg umah miss nie"..I smiled.Well my dear students, mmg bagi my family, agak kecik lh umah tu as compared to rumah2 yg pernah kami tinggal dulu..hehe..Agak2 nyer kalu diaorg gi umah kitaorg yg dulu, yg mcm kt Prang Besar, Changkat Cermin, Sungei Mahang etc, mesti terkejut diaorg..Silap haribulan boleh sesat kt dlm n luar umah..Hehe..tp itu hanya sementara.Umah yg sebenar nanti, muat2 sorang jer...

Diaorg g solat kt masjid kt umah aku. Khabarnyer, Nik yg imami solat maghrib..Alhamdulillah. And d girls ckp "best miss, nik jd imam, dier baca best"..Alhamdulillah. Thanx Nik! Then, few girls stayed kt umah utk goreng meehoon..Raihan, Ain, Nad, Afzan..tukang goreng meehoon, aku wat air (sirap + oren). Then yg g masjid blk, depa siap2kn tmpt pmbakaran. Then a few tgk bola (Man U vs Man City)..Haha, mesti lh aku xtgk. Rupernye Nabil xtau lg yg aku dh officially NOT Man U fan. So aku explained lh kejadian yg menyebabkn aku kuar dr kelompok itu. Tp biasalh mestilh mereka kureng setuju..Nabil n Syahmi (Sowee guys, i won't look back)..Ahaks.

Pastu, elok tgh tgk, n elok jer meehon dh siap, BLACKOUT! Gosh!...kecoh jap dlm umah aku...Sian my kawaii students..Aduhs, rasa bersalah plaks aku..Then, progrm tetap brjln mcm biasa. Aku kol TNB, dier kata kerosakan kt pencawang utama, jd seluruh kaws xder. Xpe lh nk wat camner. So, depa pakai lampu keta Heikal. Aku pn ckp "ish, apasal pakai lampu tu, nanti battery weak" Diaorg ckp "xper miss jap je" then aku jwb,"mmg lh jap je, tp i takut nanti otw blk mati tgh jln, sajelh u nanti"..

Then, aku wat turun Ojou ku aka my guitar. So, ber-jamming-lh jap. Seperti biasa, skill aku masih sgt lemah. so, Aiman played few songs..nyanyi biasa2 jer. Then mkn2..Aku xleh nk mkn. Bkn xlapar, lapar lh jgk..Tp aku trharu n hepi tgk bdk2 tuh mkn sampaikn aku xterasa nk mkn. Well, 1st time students aku dtg umah wat barbeque. Dulu bdk2 banking dtg mkn spaghetti. Tp jap je. Then 2 studnts acc aku dtg raya..Yg nie...ntah lh. Rasa mcm connected ngn diaorg nie. Sedey plaks.

Then duk sembang2, gelak2, kacau2...depa pn nyanyi lagu Kenangan Terindah by Samson..aku dh rasa mcm pelik je bdk2 nie, sbb asyik duk tgk kt blkg aku. Aku rasa mcm ader kejutan, jd aku xtoleh ke blkg. Asalnye nk toleh, tgk aper yg depa duk tgk, tp biarlh..Then sumer tetiba bangun..Aku dh rasa sebak..pastu shakir bagi kad, n hazwan bagi hadiah on behalf of d whole class. kad tu, tulis Thank You kt depan then kotak tu plaks bentuk mcm gtar...depa suh bukak trus. So aku bukak n God, depa bagi gitar kecik ...So sweet..aku kept on saying "Busuk r korang"..aku mmg dh nk nangis..Nasib baiklh gelap sbb blackout, jd xnmpk lh mata brgenang..Bodoh betullll!!!!...heheh.

Aku rasa sweet giler..pastu, around 10pm, depa nk blk..Nak dijadikn cerita, keta Heikal xleh nk start..hahah, gara2 penggunaan lampu keta td.So, duk brtolak kereta lh..Pastu plaks keta Aiman temperature naik plaks. Aduhs siannyer bdk2 nie..Aku plaks risau ngn diaorng. Dahlh mlm.Kalu nk ikutkn hati aku nie, nk je aku suh diaorng tdo kt umah aku, blk esok..Ye r kot2 jadi aper2 otw ke machng nanti. Tapi diaorg ckp ok.So, aku pn ok lh, 4 kereta..2kancil,1wira,1mpv 1 motor(nabil) merempit plaks mlm2..ahaks..

Then aku sms setiap driver tanyer dh sampai ke blm..Sian keta Aiman, kena brenti byk kali temperature naik..Last skali stopped kt Kok Lanas n blk umah. Shakir, heikal, khairul,wan g ambik yg naik keta aiman kt kok lanas. Sian kena patah blk ambik mereka. But then it shows how strong their rapport is. So sweet.Aku mmg trharu tgk bdk2 nie..

Penutup sms ngn mereka mlm td, aku suruh sampaikn salam sayang n rindu pd sumer...

Biler aku ingt blk, mmg aku nangis, i mean, berair mata lh..Mmg trharu thp cipan. Kalu aku nangis mlm td, mmg susah nk brenti. Maunye bengkak mata aku dtg keje hr nie. Ahaks.

Lastly, ACD4AB...this one is for u :)

My dear students ACD4AB,

I love you all, thanx 4 coming over, thanx for d guitar, card. And most importantly, thanx for being my kawaii students. No students could ever replace u all :) Do keep in touch dear. I have tattooed ur names and faces in my heart. Mmuah (^*^)

Kholas!

Alhamdulillah, kholas !..Wah dah abis clas. Well not all classes pn, i still ader 1 class lagi at 12 noon nie. ADD2TA..Wat klas jap jer, dlm 1 jam jer kot..heheh..

Sedey ker? Well, dh menjadi 1 kebiasaan, setiap yang bermula ader penghunjungnyer. I tried to reflect on what i have done these whole 14 weeks, and guess wat, i pn mcm xtau aper i dh buat.uhuhu..

This 1 class, ACD4AB, depa sumer nk dtg umah aku Sabtu nie, nk dtg makan2, wat barbeque..sronok gaks, bersuka ria mcm tuh ngn students. Tp mengenangkn aku ni yg xsiap lg preparation utk Rohaiza's, soklan final exam 260 xwat lagi n xstart lg baca Rohaiza's..uhuhu...aduhs parah nie. Dahlh Khamis nie nk g UMT, ambik k.cik..Saje je nk g jalan2.

I really need a break lorh..Go somewhere ke, do something ker..Well, sebenarnyer nk g minum coffee kt Starbucks and makan kt Sushi King..uhuhu... HELP!!!

Pelanduk 2 serupa.

Now, when people say 'pelanduk 2 serupa' does it mean that d 2 persons mmg muka exactly samer or seakan samer or seiras?..I often met people who have similar looks but then i have never met people who look exactly the same, or i would say muka fotostat. But today i saw one. Haha. I took over one of my fren's class as she's not well. So, happen to be that one of her students look exactly the same as my fren. Oh my..mmg serupa sejibik samer. Mgkn my fren tu tinggi beberapa inci dr budak nie. Tapi mmg samer lorh..Sangat2 samer. Teringt pulak kt member tuh..How are you fren?

French Women don't get FAT ?!

Is it true?..I have this book. Never got d chance to finish reading this book. Why? i wonder? ahaks. Somehow i managed to read this one particular chapter in which it says that the main character lists down all food that she consumes. Now, imagine that you have to list down everything..hmm..I'm thinking o f doing the same thing since i'm having this 'I-am-fat-but-cute' syndrome or seome people say as 'you-are-slimmer-than-me' syndrome. This is how my list goes:
0830 - 2 pieces of bahulu. size...L perhaps
1000-1400 - 2 sachets of Kopi Raddix
then...well, i just started today...i'll continue d rest later..maybe tonight..hehe

Is it a good idea to do it this way. Listing everything..So, perhaps when i go to a restaurant people will confuse me with the waiter since i'll be writing down what i ordered and perhaps i can be the auditer for food that i ordered just in case he missed one or two. Ahaks.

A fool I am

A fool I am?

hahah...

Ingatkan aku nie seorang yg agak bodoh and mcm siot jer. Tp taklah bodoh n siot sgt pun. Ok jgk lh aku nie. Tp kadang2 pelik gaks dgn diri sendiri. Harapkan dapat mmberi yang terbaik utk semua, tp tidak mampu utk mmberi yang terbaik even to diri sendiri. A student called " Ms Jem, sy student AC part 6, nk wat trip ke KL esok sampai hariKhamis nie, bole x kalu Ms jadi pensyarah pengiring kitaorg nanti?" and i was like God, ader asgmtn pulak nk kenahantar weekend nie..aduhs..kalu x, dh bole g KL free2 tuh..bole g starbucks n sushi king...uhuh..then i said to him " oh, soweee sy xdpt join korang..ader keje nk buat n i ader klas esok n khamis..nway, thanx for inviting ek"..then d boy said "ok Ms. thank you"...

Hmm byk jgk peluang yg terlepas...peluang free yang datang sgt jarang sekali, tapi apakan day, aku terikat dengan komitmen yg trpaksa ku akur sampailh bln Mei nie..uhuhu..

Xpe, setipa yg trjadi ader hikmah dsebaliknyer...aku percaya dan akan terus kupercaya...Walaupun kekadang diri ini terasa seakan A fool...

Tetiba teringt lagu Michael Buble 'Kissing A Fool'..but obviously xderlh yg kiss aku..hahah..lagu jer...

Gokusen

Tests. Bless my students. Sometimes i wonder what have dey learnt all this while. I'm not trying to downgrade them but,they are...i dont know. Sowee guys :( May ALLAH bless them. Good luck dear students !